This is going to be a blog without pictures.
Not that attractive but still attractive.
I feel like being cut off.
Being challenged.
It's been few semester since I experienced this.
Knocked Out.
as what we played in Tetris Battle.
but this cannot be repeated.
You cannot REPLAY everything you've done.
REDO everything you've done.
REVERSE every second you've went through.
just like in EXAMS.
your Sir and your Miss won't have much time to serve your appeals.
just that small little 'A-' to 'A'.
everyone knows that.
I know that too.
But feel like wanna give it a shot.
still hoping.
and so,
I prayed for REPLAY, REDO, and REVERSE.
and I know, I should be looking forward.
Scientifically,
it will not happen anyway.
Either you got yourself mood-drown.
or, you got yourself crazy chasing back.
I'm rational.
I won't choose both or either one.
after talking to my Dad, my Mum and my Boyfriend,
all of them said WOW YOU ARE REALLY GOOD ALREADY.
JUST KEEP IT UP.
DO YOUR BEST.
IT'S ENOUGH.
Blessed.
still,
most importantly.
Thanks to God.
He asked me to cool down,
sit back,
and start blogging.
Don't shed even a tear, he said.
Don't be sad, he said.
Don't betray yourself, he said.
Do what you feel to do, he said.
Do what you need to do, he said.
"If you are ready, I am ready for you too."
Cherish the Moments you are still able to breath.
not the moment you are breathing with difficulties.
so, look up to the sky.
Be Grateful and Blessed.
Amen.
I will be. I will continue be.
