Life is beautiful.
As these Dollies do.
So I imagine,

that my life will go pretty too.

It's like a hidden secret.

Waiting you to reveal.

Not interested?

Get yourself courage real.

What do you guys know about Morale?

Who actually being morale enough?
Did you really helped those in need?
Or, have you done something out of your mind and being cruel actually?

Morale is not a subject in fact.

It's about how you react depending on each unique situation.

With Love, Heart and Righteousness.

No one can know what other might think of towards the same issue.

We are human.

We are not perfect; but God.

We are not the most wise; but God.

but, we are able to identify, determine whether, at least, which is right or wrong.

We had our Morale subject replacement classes at 8 in the morning.

Before that, Sir said that we can and are allowed to skip this replacement class.
I'm being morale enough, HAHAHAHA by attending the class.
my pals, as responsible as me, HAHAHAHAHAHA
Windy and Elaine was there too.



In the class,
it seems to be all EMPTY. = =lll
[what to do, it's 8 am in the morning, and its attendance is not counted. = ='']

Not many showed up that day.

However,
that day does benefits all three of us.

Mr. Wong had discussed a lot with us.
Experiences,
Stages in life,
Humors, 
Reality,
Poverty,
Religion,
Love,
Care,
Friendship,
Career,
Targets.
[He is so talkative. > w < ~]




He mentioned that he was actually gone through his life in a hard way.
His father was not acting morale at all.
Being drunk and always gone mad.

He grew up in a village in somewhere Sarawak.
Facing difficulties everyday,
Try to earn more income each day,
Helping out each moment.

He tried to appreciate what he had from God.

But somehow,
he once tried to commit suicide.

GOD,
has saved him from doing that.
pulled him away from depression.

He survived.
He set an aim.
He worked hard.
He stay strong.
He got himself education.
Education that have been gone through a very hard way.
He stand on his own feet.
He really pass all the obstacles.
He got his very own ''degree''.
He got his very own ''master''.
He succeed.

and I?

I stunt.
I was refreshing.
I was recalling.
I was regretting.

Why now am I so childish.
Why now am I so stupid.
Why now am I so ...

I am just too lucky to have all these things.
I am just too lucky to have a good family.
I am just too lucky to have a nice environment.
I am just too lucky to have a chance.

To study,
To grow up,
To enjoy,
To smile.



GOD has created me in this good way.
I shall have to use this good sources to payback to His kindness.
I must not continue my foolishness.



Be grateful for what all you had.
In handy, or in pain.
Stay Strong :)

This is going to be a blog without pictures.

Not that attractive but still attractive.

I feel like being cut off.

Being challenged.

It's been few semester since I experienced this.

Knocked Out.

as what we played in Tetris Battle.

but this cannot be repeated.

You cannot REPLAY everything you've done.

REDO everything you've done.

REVERSE every second you've went through. 

just like in EXAMS.

your Sir and your Miss won't have much time to serve your appeals.

just that small little 'A-' to 'A'.

everyone knows that.

I know that too.

But feel like wanna give it a shot.

still hoping.

and so,

I prayed for REPLAY, REDO, and REVERSE.

and I know, I should be looking forward.

Scientifically, 

it will not happen anyway.

Either you got yourself mood-drown.

or, you got yourself crazy chasing back.

I'm rational.

I won't choose both or either one.

after talking to my Dad, my Mum and my Boyfriend,

all of them said WOW YOU ARE REALLY GOOD ALREADY.

JUST KEEP IT UP.

DO YOUR BEST.

IT'S ENOUGH.

Blessed.

still,

most importantly.

Thanks to God.

He asked me to cool down, 

sit back, 

and start blogging.

Don't shed even a tear, he said.

Don't be sad, he said.

Don't betray yourself, he said.

Do what you feel to do, he said.

Do what you need to do, he said.

"If you are ready, I am ready for you too." 

Cherish the Moments you are still able to breath.

not the moment you are breathing with difficulties.

so, look up to the sky.

Be Grateful and Blessed.

Amen.

I will be. I will continue be.

Happy Valentine's Day!

This is my first ever valentino celebration with my first and last boy :P

Valentine's is all about love.

Friendship love,

Family love,

and most usually mentioned,

Relationship love :D

People usually like to gift fresh flowers to their loved ones.

Show how much they love each other :*

and so,

my first valentino got some surprise from my darling > w <

He got me a brand new watch branded 'Crocodile'.

He said that he bought and prepared for this since a long time ago.

I am especially and VERY TOUCHED T w T

~ Loveeeeee Youuuuuuuuu ~ 

It is not cheap man.

I got shocked when I heard of the price.

It cost him almost RM 500!!!

GOD.

Thank You for gifting me such a nice and wealthy honey :P

We celebrated our Valentine's Eve with a movie titled 'My Wedding Day' by Ah-Niu,

Damn Funny and Lovely!

Strongly recommend to you guys.

(Especially lovers who are going to married soon :D)

My darling so excited cause he had never been to a movie with a person that he loved so much before.

He looked nervous.

He looked excited.

and I am starved.

I don't wanna spoil his mood watching movie half-way laughing out loud with me.

I kept on starves myself.

By the end of the movie,

I got almost fainted.

He scolded me.

He said: "WHY YOU NO TELL ME LAR AIYOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!"

then you know la ha.

He wanna brought me eat this and that and many stuff.

like mad guy forcing a girl eat everything he sees.

LOL.

[I just wanna tell you, I appreciated all you've done for me.]

[and this is the least I can do for you. My Love. :')]

[Hope you understand and be happy and don't worry too much about me :D]

We got to this lovely paradise shop near to the cinema spot.

They have so many stuffs.

So cute!

So yeng!!!

and my habits come again.... Hahahahahhaa :P

Him too = 3 =

(but also quite handsome la ho? XD)

Again :3

because I'm not going to have nice meals soon, very soon.

because I'm not going to play with my sis and bro soon, very soon.

because I'm not going to have my internet soon, very soon.

because I'm not going to have time to rest soon, very soon.

than what I am in college.

Are you the same?

or you can balance between these two places.

I can't.

If,

if, I have more freedom.

if, I have more confident from parents.

if, I am strong enough.

Sooner or Later.

:D