Although you will say,

"It's OK. Don't say sorry to me. :)"
"It's OK if you have nothing else to say to me."

"Sorry, I'm not that good... Sorry!"
by then, you saw me with tears,
without a doubt,
you hugged me.
so tight and yet so warm.



I know, you don't mind.



but,
I REALLY CARE.

I actually have many to talk to you.

BUT THEN,

it all comes to zero and empty-minded,

just as you Speaks out.

I just can't bear it.

So attractive yet so nervous.

I missed how I can speak fluently in front of my friends.

How I wished that time of me, can still be remained to answer you.

To listen to you, without the heart bumping all over and over again.

To talk to you, without the tone running all over and over again.

To look at you, without the face blushing all over and over again.

When you have no time and leaving me alone.

When you talk to me looking into my eyes.

When you are always there for me.

When you are ignoring me for something else.

When you say that I'm the only one for you.

When you hug me for no reason.



&

I'm not that good - in pretending to talk much with you,

but,